The Twink 6

COMPLETED 22 SEPTEMBER 2014

When A Gay Twink Has a Crush On A Str8 Twink 

 From Infatuation to Immaturity to Intelligence 
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  Help From FuelMix

(via What's App)

1.  The Twink's Excitement

Twink:  FuelMix !!! I met a cute white blonde guy and we exchanged phone numbers.  I've just finished dinner with him.  So fucking excited now.  Hope he's gay...!!!

FuelMix:  U mean u don't know.....????

Twink:  Yes I don't know

FuelMix:  So he's a student?

Twink:  Yes.....living in the same university residential building

(2):  I actually don't have any expectations and assume he's str8 - but I'm so thrilled to be with him

FuelMix:  OK....enjoy his company.  Whether he's str8 or gay u found a buddy

Twink:  He is really nice but i m just afraid i will get hurt

FuelMix:  Why would he hurt you?

Twink:  I'm afraid of loving him n finally realize he likes girls

FuelMix:  Why don't u just ask him?

Twink:  I would scare him.  Just know him for 2 or 3 days

FuelMix:  How did u meet?

Twink:  University residential function

FuelMix:  OK....just be yourself.  I suspected sometime ago u were more interested in white guys

Twink:  do u think someday i should tell him i like guys more than girls?

FuelMix:  I think if u were smart......u would listen carefully to his conversation and u can figure it out from there.  Then u would not embarrass him or u by saying something too quickly.

Twink:  u know i m stupid

FuelMix:  Yes i know that

Twink:  i think i should wait n chat with him more first........OMG i can't stop thinking of him and smiling 

(The Next Day via What's App)

2.  FuelMix Declares His Confusion

Twink:  I miss you FuelMix

FuelMix:  I am totally confused.  I thought u have a crush on that cute white guy whom u hope is gay

Twink:  Yes I think I have a crush on him.......why r u confused?

FuelMix:  Bcoz I am not sure why u r missing me when u have a crush on someone else.....and don't know whether that guy is gay

Twink:  He is always on my mind......but u r important to me.......r u feeling uncomfortable?

FuelMix:  I am confused bcoz u have a crush on someone who u hope is gay

Twink:  so do u think i'm stupid....?  that i shouldn't have a crush on him?

FuelMix (1):  Not jealous at all.  Just concerned you've gone str8 into a crush without knowing his sexuality for sure.  U could be risking heartbreak.....

(2)  And u could be risking the friendship with him as well

(The Next Day via What's App)

Twink:  FuelMix I miss u.....i hv told my friends i have a crush on that guy and they gave me suggestions.  I want to be as attractive as him, so i'm going to the gym these days!!

FuelMix:  I have no more to say on this

(The Next Day via WhatsApp)

3.  FuelMix Refuses To See The Twink Until The Crush On the Str8 Guy Is Resolved

Twink:  It seems FuelMix is disappointed in me

FuelMix:  I have already given my comments a month ago about being desperate for a BF and how dangerous that is....

(2):  Since u and i have very different views on this, the best thing is for me not to get involved 

(3):  Since your priority is this cute white guy who u hope is gay, the sensible thing to do is for u to have your own space and figure out what u are doing

(4):  The best thing is for us not to see each other for a while.  U have your views, u are taking advice from your friends (and that's OK and is your choice) and u have seen my view

(5):  That's why I've decided not to meet u for a while

Twink:  U seem a little bit annoyed

FuelMix:  This will give u space to see how yr friendship or relationship with the cute white guy works out.  If he's gay, good news for you.  If he's str8 then you will have to decide what to do.  In either case you will not be influenced by me coz I have no right to interfere.

Twink:  Actually I know the possibility of him being gay is very low.  But I really enjoy his company.  Even if he's str8 I want to express my feelings to him.  Maybe it would ruin our relationship but that's fine - becoz if one day I see him with a GF that would be more cruel to me.

FuelMix:  That's why I'm staying out of your way

(2):  I am not stopping you from being his friend - in fact I hope u are, whether he's str8 or gay

Twink:  If we are just friends and I see him with a GF, I would break the friendship earlier.  I can't stand it if I see someone I love falling in love with others

FuelMix:  I strongly disagree with this " I hv a crush on this cute guy and i really hope he's gay" nonsense.  U are setting yourself up for a broken heart and i do not wish to be involved in that

(2):  Whichever way it turns out, u have to deal with it.  It's part of how you grow up.

(3):  That's why I have decided not to see you until you sort out your actual relationship with this cute white guy.  Sooner or later you have to decide whether you have been accurate, stupid or naive

(4):  Without my interference - becoz I think what u are doing is risky

Twink:  I want the experience

FuelMix:  Exactly.....go ahead.....without being influenced by me......I won't be seeing you for a while......Go back and read everything I've written since u first met met till now.  You'll find the answers there for dealing with your cute white friend and / or your stupidity

Twink:  OK....you're turning this into an adventure......thank you to the smartest guy ever !!

FuelMix:  When u have sorted out your cute white friend and your thinking, you can contact me and tell me what you learned from this experience.  Then I'll meet you.

Twink:  Then you'll tease me, right...??

FuelMix:  Depends on how smart or stupid you are

Twink:  You haven't said it but in your mind you assume that I'm going to fail in this game and the cute white guy is str8.

FuelMix:  I never said you would fail.  I said what you were doing was risky.

(The Next Day via WhatsApp)

4.  FuelMix Injects Clarity via 2 Videos And Forces A Resolution of The Twink's Crush On the Str8 Guy

FuelMix:  [ Sends 2 videos, see below ]

Twink:  I watched the first one......really sad......I am not in the mood to watch the second one

(The Next Day via WhatsApp)

FuelMix:  Not depressed by the videos I hope

Twink:  Just a little bit

FuelMix:  Listen sweet boy (and sometimes idiot)......improve yourself as a person who loves HIMSELF first - and people will come running to you

(2)  When you show that you can love yourself, guys will wanna hang around you

(3)  You NEVER have to hope a cute guy is gay so that u can find love

Twink:  It's not the first time I'm hearing these comments.  Other people have said the same thing - so I have a new haircut, started going to the gym, try to respect myself and become better

FuelMix:  What about internally as a person.....? It's not just about your looks.  It's about you as an emotionally intelligent person - not an idiot

Twink:   I am trying to develop my self-esteem.......is there any way that I can find out this cute white guy's sexuality, let him know I like guys and still keep the friendship?

FuelMix:  You can do what I do.....when str8 guys in the gym ask if i have a GF, I simply tell them I'm gay and happily single.  They are still my friends, they invite me out and we respect each other's choices........

(2)  But I don't say anything first unless they ask me

(3)  Becoz if u tell them first that yr gay.......str8 guys feel scared and think u want them.......

(4)  But if u answer a question that they asked first, they can't blame you for anything, coz u r just truthfully answering the question

Twink:  That's really good

(2)  But is it necessary for me to say "happily single"?

FuelMix:  I would......becoz u won't sound desperate........desperation drives people away

(The Next Day via Whatsapp)

Twink:  The cute white guy has a GF......I found out from his roommate and then asked him for confirmation.......I don't feel sad

FuelMix:  You're very brave.  Let it go and move on

(2):  Does he know about you?

Twink:  No I didn't tell him

(2)  Now I have no one to love.  I will love myself

The 2 videos that FuelMix Sent The Twink

1.  STRAIGHT FRIEND CRUSHES

 

2.  FALLING FOR A STRAIGHT FRIEND

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