The Essence of Taste

This summary is not available. Please click here to view the post.

Not Gay Anymore..?

1.  From Gay To Straight - "Reparative Therapy"
2.  Isolation And Persecution 
3.  Gay To Straight + God = Good For You..? 
4.  Your Family Sucks 
5.  FuelMix Has A Question...

Underlining, highlighting and bold print by FuelMix 

1.  From Gay To Straight - "Reparative Therapy"

"Mr. Smith is one of thousands of men across the country, often known as “ex-gay,” who believe they have changed their most basic sexual desires through some combination of therapy and prayer — something most scientists say has never been proved possible and is likely an illusion."

-------Ex-Gay Men Fight Back Against View That Homosexuality Can't Be Changed, The New York Times, 31 October 2012

1.  HHmmm......there's that issue again.......can a man fighting his gay urges successfully transition to a "normal" heterosexual male.....?

2.  The process of transition, sometimes referred to as "reparative therapy" is ironically, the subject of its own gay bashing. Psychologists decry it, gay activists loathe it, liberals despise it, some politicians (as in the Not So Golden State) have banned its use on minors and the Religious Right that advocates reparative therapy, sometimes expels the gay-to-hetero converts from church.


2.  Isolation And Persecution

1.  Small wonder that ex-gays feel isolated and persecuted.  Often, despite being "cured" they can be as closeted as the terrified fag they thought they were. The only thing they have to validate themselves is their personal therapy experience and the support of a cluster of those who went through it.


3.  Gay To Straight + God = Good For You..? 

1.  The New York Times report quotes a person who sought to reverse the argument to one in favour of reparative therapy:

“If I’d known about these therapies as a teen I could have avoided a lot of depression, self-hatred and suicidal thoughts"......... He was tormented as a Christian teenager by his homosexual attractions, but now, after men’s retreats and an online course of reparative therapy, he says he feels glimmers of attraction for women and is thinking about dating. 

“I found that I couldn’t just say ‘I’m gay’ and live that way......"

2.  OK....so what are we talking about here..? Christian beliefs getting in the way of teenage self-acceptance by creating a paradigm of guilt and self-loathing..?  And what if the "reparative therapy" fails? Will there be a double dose of depression, self-hatred and suicidal thoughts..? Or a triple dose when Mom and Dad (who presumably would be paying for their teenager's therapy) put pressure on the kid to "conform"....?

3.  After all, a gay man isn't "born" with religion like he's born with dark eyes.  Religion, like baby formula, is fed to him in incremental doses, often with no idea of future emotional toxicity levels.

4.  It's no secret that "reparative therapy" has religious overtones.  As per the New York Times report:

Whether they have gone through formal reparative therapy, most ex-gays agree with its tenets even as they are rejected by mainstream scientists. The theories, which have also been adopted by conservative religious opponents of gay marriage, hold that male homosexuality emerges from family dynamics — often a distant father and an overbearing mother — or from early sexual abuse. Confronting these psychic wounds, they assert, can bring change in sexual desire, if not necessarily a total “cure.” 

4.  Your Family Sucks
 
1.  Hold on a second.........what about those boys who did have a distant father (physically or emotionally) and an overbearing mother AND who grew up straight..?

2.  And what about those boys who did have a distant father (physically or emotionally) and an overbearing mother AND who grew up gay  - AND are quite comfortable with themselves..?  Did they have to go through their own "dark night of the soul", fear, guilt, self-loathing to emerge as (confident) gay men...? Yep. That personal hell in varying degrees, is a rite of passage that every gay kid, gay teenager and gay adult goes through - frequently several times in their lives as their perceptions and emotions evolve.  Is it enough to change basic sexual orientation...? Nope.

3.  What about the effect of biology..? In the series, The Blood of My Children, FuelMix wrote about research showing that a certain hormonal soup to which the developing foetus was exposed, would result in a brain chemistry giving a greater chance of being born gay.

4.  It would appear that advocates of reparative therapy disagree.  As per the New York Times:

"Joseph Nicolosi, a psychologist and clinical director of the Thomas Aquinas Psychological Clinic in Encino, Calif., which he describes as the largest reparative therapy clinic in the world, disagreed.

'I don’t believe that anybody is really gay,” he said. “I believe that all people are heterosexual but that some have a homosexual problem, and some of these people attempt to resolve their conflict by adopting a sociopolitical label called "gay." '

  
5.  FuelMix Has A Question...

1.  It begs the questions:

1. Whether their "homosexual problem" is internalized homophobia..?
2. If one accepts the above quoted premise that nobody "is really gay", to what extent does reparative therapy (whether successful or failed) contribute to self-loathing..? After all, there is an apparent conflict to resolve isn't there...?
3. If "gay" is a sociopolitical label, then are these ex-gays fighting with actual homosexual attraction and tendencies, or the fear that they might be perceived as gay by their peers...? 
4. When FuelMix drops his towel in a gay sauna, is he then putting on a sociopolitical label.?
5. What about confirmed bisexuals happily going AC/DC with not a care in the world..?
6. When FuelMix  goes out with women one-on-one (which he does), is FuelMix in fact a  heterosexual seeking to resolve "a homosexual problem"....??   Yeah....good one.

To ensure the correct video loads, refresh the page.
Copyright in the video vests in the lawful copyright holder.

Originally published 9 November 2012
Amended and Republished 5 April 2014 | 9 February 2016 | 30 May 2017

Copyright © 2006 – 2017 FuelMix All Rights Reserved
ON A MOBILE DEVICE, VIEW THE WEB VERSION OF THE BLOG

Phallic Ridicule

1.  The "Feminized" Male
2.  Penis Size And The Fag
3.  The Blood of My Children
4.  The Age of What....???!!!


1.  The "Feminized" Male

1.  Scientists were screaming from 2008 that as as result of common chemicals, males in every class of vertebrate animals, from fish to mammals, were showing smaller shrunken penises or female genitalia, or both.

2.  This phenomenon was already showing up in human baby boys born to mothers exposed to widespread chemicals during pregnancy. When coupled with universally shrinking sperm counts, it did not bode well for the male sex or for human evolution.

3. These chemicals are endocrine disrupters since they interfere with human hormone secretion. Bluntly put, they are “gender benders”. They include:

• phthalates used in food wrapping, cosmetics and baby powder; 
• flame retardants found in furniture and electrical goods;
• PCBs which although banned are still widespread in the food and environment;

Allegedly, baby boys born to mothers exposed to PCBs grew up wanting to play with dolls and tea sets instead of traditionally male toys.
4.  The issue is of course, highly politicized. The European Union wants to introduce restrictions on pesticides shown to have endocrine-disrupting effects. The United Kingdom is strongly opposed to any restrictions.


2.  Penis Size And The Fag

1.  But how does penis shrinkage affect fags....?

2.  Courtesty of stereotypical gay media, many fags are Size Queens whether they wish to consciously admit it or not. Without phallic worship most gay porn would simply cease to exist.

3. Many an online fag has advertised his endowment or demanded a minimally acceptable length and girth in order to be taken seriously. Notwithstanding that most of the world has gone metric, Gay Inches are the Imperial Units of the Size Queen.

4. If the issue here is the widespread use of industrial and agricultural chemicals that have ended up in the human food chain and the human genetic chain, it’s a fair bet that fags have also been affected.


3.  The Blood of My Children

1.  Two things are worth considering: First that the hormone equation in the mother’s womb affects the hormonal development of the foetal brain. Research indicates that homosexuality is a genetic imprint, not a disease and not an acquisition.

2.  Second, the ingestion and importation of chemicals and pesticides into the bloodstream is apparently triggering behavioural and physical feminization in boys.

Taken together, the consequences are profound:

• Are we as a society being chemically manipulated at genetic levels? 
• Is there a black hand attempt to extract a New Gender without the tedious legal, political and ethical baggage of cloning?  In any event, the technology for human cloning already exists.
• Is the new man Androgenous? 
• Are chemical companies the new Creator Gods who can control population by killing off sperm and then control male behaviour? For what purpose? To turn men into hermaphroditic, sterile, docile drones? 
• Why is the ratio of women to men increasing?

4.  The Age of What....???!!!

1.  Is this the Age of Aquarius that the New Age movement is trumpeting....? Or......the Age of Pussy? Or worse, the Age of Pussy Boys? (We detect a new niche in gay porn specializing in those men born chemically "feminized").

2.  What the hell is going on.....?

Originally published 12 December 2008
Amended and Republished 19 July 2014 | 13 March 2017

The Blood Of My Children 2

FuelMix was chatting to a fag at the University of Fag Bar (pending accreditation) and enquired about his family. The fag went ballistic – not at FuelMix - but at the memory of his father. He hated the man, his violent temper, his drinking binges, the physical brutality towards him and his mother, the repeated sexual abuse he sustained, the debt ridden anguish, his father’s abandonment and early death. Fag wasn’t there at his deathbed and never went to the funeral. He almost spat at the man’s memory.

Fag declared his dad had taught him nothing. He would never emulate the man or thank him for anything.

FuelMix observed that the fag didn’t drink alcohol, had a steady job, lived within his means and sent money every month to his Mom. Fag just shrugged.

FuelMix suggested that fag’s father was an excellent teacher who taught by an example so extreme, that fag unconsciously had no choice but to ensure that he never repeated dad’s lessons. Dad had clearly delineated the red zone into which the fag would never enter, thereby protecting fag from himself. Rather than hating his dad perhaps fag should thank him silently, for teaching him as best he knew, release him and move on.

Fag looked aghast. After a pause he said softly, “I never thought of that”.

When the conversation ended, fag gave FuelMix a long lingering hug and a delicate kiss. “Thank you”, whispered the fag.

FuelMix is no sage. But he is smart enough to realize that often the lesson the Universe teaches, is the complete opposite of the facts that it presents.

Originally published 6 May 2006
Amended and Republished 23 May 2013 | 6 November 2014 | 7 March 2016

© Copyright 2006 - 2014 Fuel Mix All Rights Reserved

The Blood Of My Children

At the University of Fag Bar (pending accreditation), the white fag spoke grimly about his failed marriage, the number of children, the distance between him and them. FuelMix guessed the space wasn’t measured in miles. It was a chasm of regret and yearning spanned by broken fibers of DNA. He’d fathered the children, but was never really their father. 

He was another man’s lover - until recently.
 
It appeared he had adopted the “lifestyle” as a disguise, a camouflage of superficial camaraderie and nomadic chronic hedonism to hide the pain of unspoken betrayal. He was strenuously advocating an “open relationship” as a hedge against emotional intimacy and over-invested trust.

When FuelMix asked whether he had betrayed his children, or his lover had betrayed him, the fag went quiet. 

Then he walked away.

Originally published 4 May 2006
Amended and republished 8 May 2013 | 3 November 2014

Copyright © 2006 – 2014 FuelMix All Rights Reserved   

When The Blood Runs Cold

Where Technology, the State and Human Bio-Chemistry Meets The Fag:
 
The other day, a British scientist predicted that compulsory DNA mapping will occur for all new born babies at birth from 2019.

In case fags haven’t noticed, there appears to be a mad rush to profit from human DNA at increasingly affordable prices. Sure, it’s a fine way of tracking a person’s genetic history, ancestry, susceptibility to ailments, forensic analysis in criminal cases and even personalized art (FuelMix is aware of a company that prepares personalized DNA art from an individual’s swab of saliva. It’s very hip and quite beautiful).


1.  Ethics and Politics of DNA Mining

But all this DNA mining has its questionable side. In the West, there is a political ambivalence on stem cell cloning and research. It all depends on whether a conservative or liberal political ideology is currently in power. One moment there’s a ban, next moment it’s allowed. But there seems to be no qualms about the commercial harvesting of DNA.

Secondly, there is the inevitable issues of privacy. Governments and private companies want DNA. Unlike Constitutional History which pre-supposes a split between the Legislative and Executive branches of government, nothing appears to be definitively spelt out although there’s no shortage of talk.

Thirdly, there is the definite whiff of age-based and lifestyle-bias treatment using DNA as a starting point. This is disturbing and fags needs to be aware of its implications since the typical fag lifestyle is usually suicidal, cloaked as recreation and Pride.


2.  Bureaucratic Power in Health Care - A "Lifestyle" Bias..?

Those fags in God’s Own Country in particular, and in the West generally (the trend has not yet come to Asia) should be aware that there is a definite trend to give Health Management Officers (HMOs) even more power to dictate and deny treatment, thereby overriding their physicians’ recommendations. And age will be a deciding factor. This trend is being replicated in other Western countries. The tension between universal health care (socialized medicine) and bureaucracy-driven discretionary treatment is a matter of money. Western Governments simply cannot afford the costs of socialized medicine – and the first ones they stick it to are the elderly and the chronically ill.

Fags are high risk. Quite apart from their lifestyle, the reality is that many fags (despite their many “friends”) end up emotionally and physically alone, once they cross a dreaded and entirely arbitrary age at which they are deemed unattractive and undesirable. Having partied their guts out for years, many end up with a catalogue of chronic infections, disabilities and psychological disorders. Alone, with limited resources and declining health, the fag now faces the real prospect of being denied treatment on the grounds of age, lifestyle and DNA verification that he is indeed a fag.

In other words, treatment will be denied because the fag has deliberately engaged in a lifestyle for which the propensity was confirmed in his DNA.

The writing is on the wall. The cries of universal health care being a human right sound as hollow as Christmas carols. In the West,  public health care will be merit-based and private health care will be for those who can afford it. FuelMix suspects that the rampant DNA harvesting is the first-stage in a government and private partnership that will legitimize eugenics on the grounds of costs and societal stability.

Fags, particularly those still stuck in a left-wing entitlement mentality, like to squeal for increased government funding for AIDS and hospices and clinics. That’s gonna dry up sooner than you think.


3.  Population Control Methods

Nearly everyone agrees there are too many people on the planet. The 4 main ways of population control will be:

1. War;
2. Targeted chemical and biological contamination aimed at certain ethnic groups and socially undesirable sub-cultures;
3. DNA based eugenics; and 
4. Denial of treatment;

A quick scan of the news suggests it is already being done.

The remaining population will be subject to compulsory DNA mapping, checking and harassment. Doctors and scientists will become agents of the state, the unwitting (or coerced) Secret Police answerable not to their technological competence or their conscience, but to a faceless organization that wields the power of life and death.

The time is fast approaching when the urban fag will literally have to beg for his life (particularly in the West).


4.  Sick...??  Live With It

The notion (trotted out by a well known Western politician) that the elderly need to live with ill health as the price of age, is brainwashing, degrading and false. Perhaps the West needs to be reminded that longevity and robust health were characteristics of ancient and indigenous civilizations – before certain Western alcohol, confectionery and junk food manufacturers showed up under the guise of "Free Trade"

Well being and good health are the sovereign birthright of the individual. No individual was ever born to suffer at the behest of political ideology tinged with the fear of bureaucracy. Fags have failed to take control of their health and having bought into the lifestyle peddled for profit by gay media, have only themselves to blame.


5.  The Winds of Change and Human Freedom

Wake up. Take the cock out of your mouth, put down the crack pipe, stop snorting the poppers and inhale the Winds Of Change. Think about history, anthropology and mythology. Why was blood so important to Vampires? Why was blood referred to in the Last Supper? Why were human blood sacrifices offered by scientifically advanced ancient cultures to the Gods?

The machinery is in place for totalitarian control at a genetic and cellular level with massive planetary implications. Your DNA will be owned by the State, effectively making human beings a plantation for the breeding of docile, behaviourally-monitored, genetically engineered drones.

There are those in the World Management Team absolutely salivating at the prospect of making this the Slavery of the Millennium.

Will the flame of human freedom be extinguished.....?  We hope not.

Originally published 13 February 2009
Amended and Republished 19 July 2014

Brain Fag

Technology, the State and Human Bio-Chemistry Meets The Fag:

Well ……it’s official………the brains of addicts are inherently abnormal according to a report in Breitbart dated 2 February 2012. 

The research found that the brains of addicts showed the same abnormalities as their non-addicted siblings, but scientists cannot explain why one sibling could become addicted, but the other remain clean.   These inherited abnormalities interfere with impulse control. 

OOOhhhh……”inherited abnormalities”……..”impulse control”………are you listening fags?

Earlier,  FuelMix reported on research suggesting that being born gay, was the result of an hormonal mix in the womb that influenced brain chemistry.  In other words, the hormonal matrix triggered the propensity for homosexuality.  There was no suggestion that it was an abnormality.

But….what happens when a “gay brain” also shows the abnormalities of a propensity towards addiction……?  This area is screaming for more research.  The fag’s utter lack of impulse control is legendary  as is their blithe denials that there’s a problem.  That’s where cute phrases like “recreational drug user” come from.  As FuelMix has said several times, that’s just a nice way of saying, “I’m a part time addict”.

So when a drug-fucked fag is sashaying to Gaga and screeching, “I’m on the right track baby, I was born this way..!!", exactly what is he celebrating..?  Faggotry or Addiction?

FuelMix observed before that being born gay is not deviant.  What is deviant is acting like a fag and addiction is one of the hallmarks of a fag.  Now it appears that not only can a person be born gay, but (according to FuelMix ) they could be born gay with a greater likelihood of addiction.

Firstly, this has stunning ethical and eugenic implications for the Fag of the Future.  Picture it.  Concerned potential parents get the usual ultra-scan, then are offered brain hormonal tests of the foetus.  Results come back showing that baby could be born gay AND have an addiction problem.  What should the parents do...? Abort...?

Secondly, what about addicted fags now..?  Can they claim disability?  It’s very tempting considering that Western economies are going to hell and everyone there is looking for new ways to suck on the state’s nipple.

Thridly, maybe one should give Lamestream Gay Media some credit.  They figured out long ago that hormonal gay propensity increased the risk of addiction and lack of impulse control.  That’s why every second ad in a gay rag is for a circuit party, a club nite, an after party, a new improved Happy Hour, poppers, Viagra………..you get the picture.  It’s an enormously profitable gay consumer economy based on triggering brain chemistry.

Originally published 16 February 2012
Republished 19 July 2014