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FuelMix Escorts A Gay Twink Making His Debut At A Gay Sauna...

6.  What FuelMix Learned:  A Lesson In Life

1.   In the shower, the GAMTwink grinned from ear to ear. He hugged FuelMix repeatedly whilst kissing him under the shower faucet.  As FuelMix soaped himself, the Twink interjected, "Here...let me do that..." and proceeded to give FuelMix a long, lingering soapy shower.  The Twink's gentle hands felt good as he massaged FuelMix's neck and shoulders while lathering up him nicely.  The Twink was in no hurry.

2.   As a crowd of 7 people stopped to watch, the Twink knelt down in the shower behind FuelMix and started kissing his ass and thighs, gently rimming his hole while he massaged his legs.  From time to time, the Twink inserted a soapy finger into FuelMix's butthole while rimming him and soaping the rest of him. FuelMix was getting horny again, but was also thinking.

3.   It's true that the most memorable moments are spontaneous and unscripted. But it's also said there are no coincidences and that the Universe unceasingly conspires to create a scenario.  Every person we encounter, be it friend or stranger, whether briefly, anonymously, socially, professionally, sexually or significantly, is there to deliver a message.  And we in turn, are delivering a message to them.  It's up to us to decipher that message.  There is no such thing as a casual encounter.

4.   Most people drift through life emotionally and perceptually numb. Maybe it's the fatigue, maybe it's the drugs, maybe it's the daily grind, maybe it's a recent or lingering trauma, an attack on physical appearance, an attack on self-confidence, an overheard snide remark at school or work that hurt badly then and still does now, maybe it's gay culture's "Lookism" "Ageism",  Racism and "Body Culture Fixation".....if you don't look a certain way or don't have a certain body type and you're not of a certain age or a certain race, forget it....

5.   The Twink by his own admission was very skinny, so-so looking and sexually inexperienced. But he didn't ask for sympathy.  He didn't want a boyfriend.  He wanted intimacy without neediness - that  brief but authentic sense of connection to another gay man that would accept him as he was.  In reality the Twink had a damn good idea of his own sense of worth and the Universe had challenged FuelMix:

• could FuelMix get past the barriers that "gay culture" throws up..?  
• could FuelMix give the intimacy that the Twink wanted..?  
• was FuelMix too emotionally cheap and personally mean to accompany the Twink on his first visit to a gay sauna and then let the Twink kiss him and hold him..?

6.   FuelMix turned to the Twink under the shower, "How did I do..?"

"I learned a lot today.." beamed the Twink, "I don't know how to say this...but I feel so relaxed....sooo complete and crazy happy...!!.....just crazy happy...!!."

He reached over and hugged FuelMix, "I will never forget you for your kindness....I learned a lot about myself..."

"Me too", muttered FuelMix, "keep soaping..."

Originally published 24 June 2016
Republished 21 August 2017
 
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