The Twink 7

When The Twink Feels He's Not Hot Enough To Get Attention At The Gay Bar

(via What's App)

Twink:   I've realized I have almost no competitiveness in the bar.  I'm just a poor boy that no man will love.  I try to go in there with confidence, but I come back disappointed.  I thought failure would help me improve.  But it really hurts more that I expected.

FuelMix (1):   I know you're going thru a growing up process.  It's hard....

(2)  Guys can be pretty cruel

Twink:  Yes and at the same time I'm fucking stupid and naive

FuelMix (3):  Sometimes when I walk into the bar, I can hear guys complimenting my appearance - and then in the next breath, they're criticizing something about my appearance

(4)  I just ignore them

(5)  And then I get guys coming up to me and saying "Oh you're just perfect.....u have it all and confidence too...!!  U should get a BF!!"

(6)  I don't listen to any of them.  I just check to see how I'm feeling.....

(7)  If I'm feeling good about myself, that's all that matters

(8)  If I'm not feeling good, I remind myself that I am in control of my feelings......and I gently make myself feel better

(9)  Maybe going for a walk or listening to music

Twink:  But when I see hot guys at the bar chatting happily and I'm standing alone, I feel really depressed.  I wish I could be one of them.  I don't see any beauty in myself

FuelMix (10):  Maybe u don't know where to look sweet boy......your beauty is your innocence, your willingness to learn and improve yourself, your gentleness

(11)  A lot of guys look hot on the outside but are ugly inside

Twink:  Gay guys only like hot guys.  This is obvious.  No one will buy nice stuff with unattractive packaging

(2)  At least their outer beauty can give them a start

FuelMix (12):   Wrong.....they get so distracted by their outer beauty, they forget how ugly they are inside

Twink:  But people still rush to them.  It is a common phenomenon

FuelMix (13):  And then those people get a nasty shock when they discover just how ugly inside that guy is

Twink:  But at the same time, people never give a chance to those who are ugly on the outside

FuelMix (14):  U r not ugly sweet boy.  Stupid yes, ugly no

(15)  If u were ugly, I wouldn't cuddle you.  Seriously.

Twink:  I know u just wanna comfort me.  But u made me cry

(2)  I feel so fucking stupid

(3)  I don't know what to say.  I just want to say thank you.

(4)  U r sweet as usual..... sorry I wasted ur time

FuelMix (16):  I'm not sweet......I understand the pain becoz I went thru it.  There was nobody there to help me.

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