The Joy Of Dissatisfaction
Complacency is a dangerous thing. In the fag world, it's more dangerous than ever. Tons of guys living in close proximity wandering around in a fog, grinning like Flight Attendants - but seething inside, too fearful , too sick or too emotionally paralysed to say anything that implies analysis or question or worse, upsetting the happy facade of "our community".
They sigh and say "So Many Men, So Little Time" wistfully looking at the newest brokeass, bubble butt pretty boy. What they should be saying is "So Many Men, So Little Choice".
This isn't a Blog about bashing fags in the ghetto. (For the record, FuelMix has never lived in a gay ghetto). It's not about righteousness and morality. It's about taking a long hard look at "the lifestyle" and its influence. Growing up gay was never easy. Operating as gay with what's presently around, is infuriating, debilitating and unworkable.
A few years ago over lunch, FuelMix warned his guest that his life (and finances) would improve if he had the guts to move out of the fag ghetto and ditch the fag mentality. He needed to take the risk of formulating his own values as a gay man, rather than be a gay sheep. His guest squealed, "why do you hate us so much?"
They sigh and say "So Many Men, So Little Time" wistfully looking at the newest brokeass, bubble butt pretty boy. What they should be saying is "So Many Men, So Little Choice".
This isn't a Blog about bashing fags in the ghetto. (For the record, FuelMix has never lived in a gay ghetto). It's not about righteousness and morality. It's about taking a long hard look at "the lifestyle" and its influence. Growing up gay was never easy. Operating as gay with what's presently around, is infuriating, debilitating and unworkable.
A few years ago over lunch, FuelMix warned his guest that his life (and finances) would improve if he had the guts to move out of the fag ghetto and ditch the fag mentality. He needed to take the risk of formulating his own values as a gay man, rather than be a gay sheep. His guest squealed, "why do you hate us so much?"
FuelMix replied, "I don't hate you, I hate the way you people live and how your force others to conform and live. You people bitch about freedom, only to take it away from each other."
As a gay man, only you can decide what your standards are. Only you can decide whether you have them or you need to raise them.
FuelMix loves raunchy, wild, fuckin' aggressive sex with hot men - and always will. God knows FuelMix has done and still does, stuff that would make Sodom and Gommorrah look like shrines.
But FuelMix also senses deep fundamental Changes are coming.........the whole emotional and behavioural stunts of Faggotry are a crock and a sham...........something inside is shifting and the paradigm structure of Faggotry is collapsing even as fags continue to dance all night to their club tracks.
Can you feel it.......or are you just another drug-fucked statistic waiting for a body bag?
As a gay man, only you can decide what your standards are. Only you can decide whether you have them or you need to raise them.
FuelMix loves raunchy, wild, fuckin' aggressive sex with hot men - and always will. God knows FuelMix has done and still does, stuff that would make Sodom and Gommorrah look like shrines.
But FuelMix also senses deep fundamental Changes are coming.........the whole emotional and behavioural stunts of Faggotry are a crock and a sham...........something inside is shifting and the paradigm structure of Faggotry is collapsing even as fags continue to dance all night to their club tracks.
Can you feel it.......or are you just another drug-fucked statistic waiting for a body bag?
Originally published 28 April 2006
Amended and Republished 2 September 2011
FUEL INJECTED MALE 5 YEARS 2006 - 2011
Copyright 2011 FuelMix All Rights Reserved
FUEL INJECTED MALE 5 YEARS 2006 - 2011
Copyright 2011 FuelMix All Rights Reserved
something is changing indeed. nail of the head. amazing blog
ReplyDeleteWell I guess if change happens at the level of the individual that may have some ramifications for others, but it's overstated to claim that some massive change is a comin'.
ReplyDeleteI do agree that behind the gay facade there is a high level of dissatisfaction that has indeed become "infuriating, debilitating and unworkable" to a large degree. But what are the solutions? Extricate oneself from the urban "ghetto", and join a suburban prison?
Just came across your blog. OK I'm with you so far. I agree something has to change. Will go thru your blog and see how it pans out.
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