Trance Matrix 1: Fag Zombies

When a gay man decides to become a fag or temporarily act like a fag, the descent into the sub-culture brings distinct behavioural traits. Most notable amongst them is The Trance.


The Trance Matrix

1.   When a fag is cruising on the street, he's in a Trance. The gaydar is locked on, peripheral vision is highly selective and usually deletive. Breathing becomes shallower, the pace quickens, decisions are instantaneous, conversation is minimal and often, false.

2.   When a fag is in a sauna, the ambient music played, fairly loud, is Trance or Club Mix. The amplified synthesized rhythm is hypnotic. Conversation in the action corridors is useless. Brain wave entrainment takes place, together with the same behaviour seen on the street.

3.   Move to the video rooms in the saunas and watch the fags jacking in silence. Their eyes have glazed over. All they see is who they want to see. Rejections and acceptance may be swift or tantalizingly brutal. Several fags will be jacking in unison, surrendering to the group mind.

4.   Add amphetamines, crystal meth, cocaine and poppers to the sauna mix, and the audio entrainment from the music is enhanced by chemical and physiological entrainment. The fag is now literally a Slave To The Rhythm and a Slave To Lust. Brain wave patterns have completely altered the fag's personality.

5.   The fag is in an Altered State indefinitely, a form of sexually charged bi-polarity. The fag floats somewhere between a meditative acceptance of anonymous eroticism, raging libido and a craving for sexual ecstacy at all costs.

6.   Completely detached from mundane reality, trapped by chemical, physiological and emotional entrainment, the fag paradoxically becomes more focused. Promiscuity is punctuated by moments of clarity and poetic lucidity. In the arms of another man, sweat and testosterone trigger the synaptic firings of emotional and spiritual epiphanies.

7.   Utterly debauched and/or drug-fucked, the fag feels cleansed, redeemed and pure.

8.   Move to the showers and watch the fags just standing under the water. Just standing there. Transfixed.

9.   Go to a Fag Rave or a Circuit Party or a White Party or a Black Party the Trance is ubiquitous and de rigeur. Further hooked by the electro-magnetic entrainment of the strobe lights, thousands of zombies ride the elevator down to the basement of the sub-culture.

10. Check out gay media, the porn mags, the streaming vids. Feel the Trance in the stereotyping, the relentless message of casual sex, the incessant cruising, the perpetual music loop in gay porn. The gestalt of gay media is a manipulated marketed subliminal for profit.

11. The behaviour of the fag is similar to that of the zombie. What's frightening is that the fag actually thinks that because he's chosen to immerse himself in the lifestyle, he's actually in control.

He's not. He's a zombie.

12.  FuelMix loves his gay sauna. But he loves being in control even more. They say the only way to kill a zombie is to cut his head off. FuelMix gets paid for his brain. Figurative decapitation is just too high a price to pay.

13.  That's hasn't stopped FuelMix from noticing the thousands of broke-ass, drug-fucked and professionally employed fags who've already paid with their heads, even it it's still sitting on their tattooed shoulders.

Originally published 20 August 2009
Republished 28 February 2014 | 20 October 2014 | 30 May 2016 | 20 December 2016

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