The Man & The Metaphor

The other evening, FuelMix was at the University of Fag Bar (pending accreditation). An English fag lurking nearby, took one look at FuelMix and headed over, enquiring if he might join FuelMix for a conversation.  FuelMix agreed. 

Within a few minutes, it was apparent that the English fag was out of his depth.  He assumed that a slew of shallow compliments, strategic caressing and whispered sexual innuendo would be enough to snuggle into FuelMix's tighty whities. Startled and exasperated by FuelMix's views and failure to show any sexual interest, the fag proclaimed FuelMix to be dismissive. He alleged it was the result of childhood trauma manifesting as high arrogance, coupled with adult self–loathing on account of being gay. 

"Not bad", thought FuelMix as he rolled his eyes and informed the fag that he happily admits to being arrogant and was frequently described as such by friends and foes. 

FuelMix asked the fag whether he thought that every chance encounter with another person might have meaning....? Fag agreed. FuelMix enquired if people and circumstances might be metaphors.....? Fag agreed again. 

FuelMix then asked if the fag was accusing FuelMix of self–loathing, and if FuelMix was a metaphor, what did FuelMix’s apparent self–loathing show the fag about himself.....? 

Visibly annoyed, the fag jumped up and left. His parting shot was, “God, you’re hot, but I just can’t handle guys like you!”

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So, left alone, FuelMix headed to a sauna where he was massively serviced by an admittedly cute GAM. After fucking the fag for the third time and unloading multiple cum shots into his mouth, the grateful fag snuggled up to FuelMix, licking the sweat off his well muscled body.

“God, you’re hot!” murmured the chink twink, “but I just can’t handle guys like you!”

“Yeah, you and who else......?!” snapped FuelMix as he shoved the fag off the bed onto the floor and headed for the shower. 

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On the way home, FuelMix cracked up laughing. "Arrogant..??!! Self – loathing??!!"  When this blog first appeared, there was no shortage of fags accusing FuelMix of precisely that. 

But then a prophet is never appreciated in their own time. FuelMix will say it again. Given that large chunks of the fag lifestyle and fag personal behaviour are dangerous and disempowering, to be a successful and sane gay man, you have to be homophobic by conventional Faggotry standards.

If that comes across as arrogant, dismissive and self–loathing, so be it. There’s no shortage of men out there reading this who can quietly discern the truth of what FuelMix is saying - without having to slap a label on anyone else because they can’t bear to look at themselves.

Originally published 9 March 2008
Amended and Republished 9 December 2013 | 14 March 2018

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