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Saturday, September 23, 2017

Says Who ?

1.  The Church And Gay Bashing
2.  Peddling The Stereotype
3.  Just Who Is "Family"..? 
4.  The Virgin Birth, The Single Mom, Jesus The Single Guy
5.  A Newer Definition of "Family"...?

It’s well known that gay men regard the gym as their church. It’s the only place at which they show up with any degree of devotion and regularity - where they feel wanted, appreciated for their body and dedication, relevant and improved.  Other places on the gay map, like bars, chat rooms and saunas to which they also become addicted, are time and money-wasting activities.


1.  The Church and Gay Bashing

1.  The established Church loves to bash fags. It’s part of their groove – fags are the perfect antithesis to the nuclear family and “family values”. Without fags, the Church would have very little to say. From its point of view, fags are the epitome of the satanic debauchery that the priests and bishops rail against. The vitriol is predictable and has to be played every so often, like a playlist on AM radio to keep the sponsors and the record companies happy. (The highly inconvenient truth that large numbers of priests, bishops and cardinals are pedophiles who have engaged in child sexual trafficking for decades, is ignored, overlooked or buried).

2.  Like sex, hate sells. Fag or not, we become fascinated at the catalogue of sins leveled against men having sex with men. Established church doctrine says:

  • you can do it in your head so long as you don’t do it for real;
  • you can love another man in your head so long as you don’t live with him and sleep with him;
  • you can look after another man and tell him that you love him in the name of God, but God help you if you get into his pants;
3.  The apparently more pragmatic Pope Frankie seems to be getting it when he mused, "who am I to judge gay men...?"  Who indeed..?  The Vatican is crawling with gay men who are quite happy to hold drug-fueled orgies to which young Italian gay-for-pay hustlers are also invited.  And just like any good gay ghetto, the Vatican has its share of intrigue, hate, venom - and violence.


2.  Peddling The Stereotype

1.  Gay media is notorious for peddling physical gay stereotypes: the jock, the bodybuilder, the twink, the Daddy, the Leather Muscle, the Pig, the surfer dude, the EMO boy. It’s great marketing and highly lucrative. It also influences behaviour, dictates sexual preferences and apparently, desirable physical characteristics.

2.  The Church is equally notorious for peddling a certain physical stereotype for the purposes of influencing behaviour – the looks of Jesus. There is no indication of what this dude actually looked like (and FuelMix does not accept the crap about the Turin Shroud). Yet, all around the world, JC is depicted as a mostly naked dude with a toned bod, long brown hair, beard and blue eyes hanging from a cross. You’ll find him on pictures, paintings, book marks, memorabilia, flash cards, jewellery, stained glass windows, paper cups and the list goes on.

3.  If psychologists claim that repetition aids memory retention, the Church has done a stellar job of ensuring that we never forget what JC looked like – at least according to them. The insistence that JC looked a certain (European) way is one reason why we suspect so many whites have problems acknowledging the validity and authenticity of ancient Eastern spiritual traditions, despite the fact that Buddhism, Islam, Zen and Hinduism teach diversity, tolerance and acceptance.

4.  It also explains why large numbers of gay men are taking up Eastern spiritual teachings and leaving the Church in droves. Diversity, Tolerance and Acceptance are also the idealized Core Values of Faggotry.


3.  Just Who Is "Family"? 

1.   Gay men talk about “family”, a collective of other gay men who can be counted on for social or emotional support. After all, many gay men are single and vulnerable for a number of reasons. The concept of a gay “family” is an example of necessity being the mother of invention. Fair enough.

2.  The Church talks about “family” too, in glowing terms. The “family” is portrayed as a (literally accepting) Bible-reading, nuclear family with a happy brood of kids (the more the merrier), courteous and deferential to their elders, refraining from sex until there’s a wedding ring, then producing another happy brood of (literally accepting) Bible-reading kids, thereby ensuring the next generation at Sunday School.  It's a brain-washed, sexual Ponzi scheme.


4.  The Virgin Birth, The Single Mom, Jesus The Single Guy

1.  We have pointed out elsewhere in this blog, that the whole concept of the Virgin Birth as peddled by Christians has an alternative explanation, namely Parthenogenesis, a phenomenon that occurs in Nature. Parthenogenesis occurs when a single female gives birth to an offspring without the presence of male sperm. As far as FuelMix is concerned, the jury is still out as to when Joseph showed up – or was editorially inserted - for the purpose of “family values”. The modern Bible, which so many claim to take literally, is the EDITED version.  It's not called "The King James' Version" for nothing.

2.  Further, the Church is remarkably dismissive about the notion that JC may have had siblings. That's strange when one considers their insistence on the ideal nuclear family with siblings.That whole "go forth and multiply" thingy.

3.  And what about the Church's historical demonization of Mary Magdelene..? Dismissed as a whore who hung around Jesus, alternative scholarly speculation suggests she was wealthy, respected, a healer in her own right, well known and loved by Jesus' mother and.....Mary Magdalene was Jesus' wife AND mother of at least one of his children, his daughter Sarah.


5.  A Newer Definition of "Family"...?

1.  If the reality is that the idealized nuclear family, in its contemporary form, is falling to bits with soaring divorce rates, hunger, financial issues, teenage pregnancies, drug use, depression, substance abuse, sexual and emotional abuse, violence, adultery, betrayal, broken families and closet gay sexual encounters, isn’t it time for the Church to engage in a makeover of family values and just what constitutes "a family.....?"  Something more like oh…let’s say, White Trailer Park trash..? Or more destitute and miserable Third World-ish? Or more Nigga-like?

2.  After all, that’s where the Church gets its largest recruits. Poverty, Grief and Desperation (from the cities, villages, ghetto and slums)  are the holy trinity of the recruitment pyramid that makes up the Ponzi scheme of religious dogma.

3.  We suspect that is why the more liberal christian churches have realized that if the idealized nuclear family is being destroyed, then "family" needs to be widened simply for their own financial survival.

4.   The irony is that if the real hetero family is so dysfunctional, then the fag and his ghetto lifestyle comes out as pretty consistent within itself and comparable to the real hetero family values.

5.  By that analysis, we’re all fucked and are at best, children of a lesser deity. You don't need a church at that point. God stopped attending long ago.


Originally published 8 February 2009
Amended and Republished 24 November 2013 | 23 September 2017

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Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Single Mom

1.   Parthenogenesis
2.   Parthenogenesis = Virgin Birth  
3.   A Christmas Story Revisited - FuelMix Style 
  
1.   Parthenogenesis

1. FuelMix was pondering the ramifications of a biological phenomenon known as“parthenogenesis”. Essentially, a female egg triggers its own cellular division, creating a developing embryo and ultimately resulting in a fully formed, perfectly functioning, offspring. All of this is accomplished without any sexual act with a male, or any male sperm. 

2.  Parthenogenesis was documented in bees, ants, some amphibians and also in what biologists call “bony” fish. But it was not until 2001, when a female bonnethead, a species of the hammerhead shark, gave birth to a fully formed functioning shark pup, that there was widespread publicity in scientific journals. Sharks do not have bones – they are cartilaginous. 

3.  It was not until 2007 that mainstream media picked up on the hammerhead shark's birth.


2.   Parthenogenesis = Virgin Birth.  

4.  Parthenogenesis is derived from a Greek word meaning “virgin birth”. How interesting………Isn’t the virgin birth one of the fundamental and defining tenets of Christianity.....?? (the other 2 being the crucifixion and the resurrection)

5.   Stay with this one fags, you’re gonna love it……… 


3.   A Christmas Story Revisited - FuelMix Style
  
6.   If virgin births have been recorded in ants, bees, amphibians, bony fish and now, a species of shark, should the average person be that surprised that it could take place in human females? Was the “Virgin Mary” all that special when she was told by the angel that she would conceive? 

7.   Was there political correctness at work way back when, that suddenly dropped Joseph into the picture as “the father”? Was the idea of a spiritually enlightened single mom giving birth to a highly political figure, who would be nailed after just 3 years of PR, a little too hot to handle without some “family values” like a father or a husband? 

8.   Even more interesting is that in the ancient texts of the Middle East, India and Asia (which pre-date Christianity by thousands of years), there are examples of single females giving birth to spiritually enlightened figures – without any dude involved. Could these so called “myths” actually be closer to the truth.....? 

9.   Overland trade routes from Europe to the East were already formally open from the 12th century - and were known about and used both for trade and conquest well before that too. Whilst illiteracy was common in the West, knowledge of Middle East, Indian and Asian texts could have been known to those who could read in the West i.e. the Church. They were in the perfect position to monopolize the way people thought and did so, ruthlessly.

10. The modern version of the Bible dates from the early 17th century. It was a book written by committee and commissioned by King James 1 of England (a notorious fag, whose lover was the Duke of Buckingham, for whom he built Buckingham Palace in London). 

11. We suggest that parthenogenesis has massive implications for the dogma peddled by Christianity. Not only is parthenogenesis a physiological fact exhibited by “lower animals” (a phrase used to denote hierarchy in biology), but it demolishes any claim of uniqueness to the Christian claim of the Virgin Birth – since this phenomenon was already recorded in spiritual texts that predated Christianity.

12. Could it be that Christianity’s Virgin Birth is a clever marketing ploy purporting to stress its exclusivity...? (We already know that Christmas was imposed on 25 December to wipe out the Pagan ritual of the Winter Solstice on 22 December -  which incidentally is widely celebrated in Asia and is re-emerging in the West). Was the Virgin Birth made into a defining tenet of Christianity when it was already occurring in female animals as well as human females from other cultures thousands of years before who brought forth spiritually enlightened beings...? 

13. The schism facing the Christian church over gay priests, pales into insignificance when one considers whether the Unique Selling Proposition of Christianity may be something that occurs in Nature, and whose concept was a spiritual copyright infringement pinched from another (Eastern) culture.

14.  Told you fags you’d love it. And the Apocalypse too.....the true meaning of which, is that which was hidden is now revealed.

Originally published 30 September 2007
Amended and Republished 22 December 2015

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Monday, December 17, 2007

The Virgin Birth - Revisited

Wandering around the urban landscape or even peeking into people’s living room windows, or surveying the plethora of greeting cards, it’s hard to miss the traditional manger nativity scene. It’s everywhere, including edible cake icing decorations.

FuelMix strongly feels that dogma, in whatever shape or form, needs to be questioned. At this time of year, the western version of the Virgin Birth is dutifully trotted out in schools and churches and very rarely examined. People just get too caught up to really think and ponder.

So, for those fags with the courage to keep an open mind, FuelMix refers to an earlier post entitled Single Mom, 30 September 2007 and makes no apologies for the conclusion he's reached.

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Thursday, January 17, 2013

Talking To Adam 4

Put it this way........I'm between 18 and 21, so I'm certainly legal age. Technically, you could call me a twink. I finished High School and I've just started college.  My English is pretty good, as you can tell and I'm proud of that.  It opens doors for me............particularly sexually.  So I keep practising it a lot.

Family-wise, my life is shit. My parents divorced.  My Dad hates my guts and I hate his. Even from an early age, he'd give more attention to my brothers and sisters and just ignore me.  When he did look at me, it was just to point and say, "you're so queer.......you must be retarded......go to hell."  We never connected at any level.  I didn't have to come out to my Dad - he already knew and hated me for it. I don't remember getting guidance from him in any way. I got that from an older sibling who took pity on me.  So I studied hard to get through High School and into college.

I'm glad my parents divorced.  My Mom knows about me.  She just went really quiet when I told her sometime ago.  Our relationship is OK.  I come and go as I please.

Growing up as a gay kid at home with a totally hostile Dad, was really bad.  He'd actually say it to my face that I should just stay outside.  Considering I was a kid who didn't have any money, I felt helpless and unwanted.  The only thing I had going for me was my looks.  My friends at school used to say I should be a model, but I started to get other ideas.............

I knew I was pretty good looking, I knew I was gay, I knew I could speak much better English than the other local guys, I didn't have any money and I didn't have a home that felt like a home.  It was an easy decision for me to cash in on my looks.  I started sleeping around with older white guys when I was in  high school.  Yeah.......I was that young and I didn't care that I was well below legal age.  

How easy was it?  I'd just go online, say I was a young guy looking for a much older white guy.  Sooner or later some older white guy would start a private conversation.  I'd say that I was a student looking to learn about life.  Not one of the white guys online tried to talk me out of it.  They'd get really excited about meeting up. Those were the early days of the internet and chat rooms. There weren't any monitors or administrators and that kinda control stuff to keep young kids off. Maybe there should have been.

When we did meet and they saw how young I was, for some reason, that just got them more excited.  Even meeting me face to face, not a single one of those older white guys told me to go home and wait till I was legal age.  Asking them for money was much easier than I thought.  And they'd pay me just to shut me up.  I discovered it was a way to get cash and  attention.  I always got the impression that these older white guys had done this before.  I'd see some of them several times a month and walk away with cash that I could buy clothes and stuff with.  I like dressing up and looking like a model.

As I got better at it, I started to steal from them when they were sleeping.  They were much older than me so they'd fall asleep quickly after sex. I'd have a shower, get dressed, steal cash from them, leave them my number and leave.

You know what the joke was......? Either they didn't fuckin' care or they didn't know, or they were too scared to confront me because of my age.........and they had my phone number which they'd use to arrange another meeting..............what a laugh !! I had several older white guys from whom I was getting money out of twice at each encounter................one for my "services" and one from theft. I think I had a lot of money for a kid of my age.  

One time I went on holiday to Thailand with an older white guy.  He paid for everything.  Since it was a long weekend, I just told my parents that my school friends and I were going for a trip. It was easier than I thought.  I had enough cash anyway so luckily, I took some with me.

We got to Thailand and I got a nasty shock.  The older white guy had arranged with other older white guys to get some Thai boys.  Basically I was just one of many being gathered for an orgy or being passed around for 3 days.  There were drugs there too.

I can't explain it.............for the first time, I got really frightened. I told the older white guy I didn't like this idea. He got very nasty with me and told me that I owed him this since I was his "regular". He was abusive and pretty threatening saying that he could blackmail me or report me to the Thai police and stop me from leaving the country.  I hadn't seen this side of him before.

I freaked out and started crying. He didn't give a damn and started playing with the Thai guys. The drugs were being passed around. I ran out of the room, back to our hotel room, grabbed my passport (the older white guy had the air tickets), my wallet and my clothes and rushed  down to the hotel Reception.  I told them I had a family emergency and had to leave Thailand immediately. The put me in touch with a travel agent downtown and helped me change money from Hong Kong Dollars into Baht to pay for the ticket. 

I went down to the travel agent, picked up the ticket and took a taxi to the airport. I had to wait a couple of hours for the flight. I was terrified that the older white guys had said something to the Thai police to stop me from leaving.

I got back to Hong Kong safely and told my parents I had food poisoning and wanted to come home.

That incident was a wake-up call for me. I still can't explain why I got frightened.  Maybe it was the realization that I didn't have the power or the looks that I thought I had. The older white guy came back to Hong Kong a few days later and left threatening messages on my voicemail.  I never saw him again.

I lied a lot to my parents.  That's the price you pay when you don't have a family life.  Sometimes I look back and feel a little sad about how much I lied and deceived them.

I still see older white guys, but that incident in Thailand makes me see them in a whole different way. Sometimes, I'll charge them for my "services", other times not. I'm much more careful around them, but they're still easy for me to pick up, even on the street.

Even though I'm just a college student, I look around and feel old when I see High School kids now. They really do know a lot more about sex much earlier.  It's true..............Sometimes I wonder how the gay ones will turn out..........hustling, sex, lies and theft was a real thrill...............and then some old guy took me on "holiday" and lied to me.

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