Phallic Ridicule

1.  The "Feminized" Male
2.  Penis Size And The Fag
3.  The Blood of My Children
4.  The Age of What....???!!!


1.  The "Feminized" Male

1.  Scientists were screaming from 2008 that as as result of common chemicals, males in every class of vertebrate animals, from fish to mammals, were showing smaller shrunken penises or female genitalia, or both.

2.  This phenomenon was already showing up in human baby boys born to mothers exposed to widespread chemicals during pregnancy. When coupled with universally shrinking sperm counts, it did not bode well for the male sex or for human evolution.

3. These chemicals are endocrine disrupters since they interfere with human hormone secretion. Bluntly put, they are “gender benders”. They include:

• phthalates used in food wrapping, cosmetics and baby powder; 
• flame retardants found in furniture and electrical goods;
• PCBs which although banned are still widespread in the food and environment;

Allegedly, baby boys born to mothers exposed to PCBs grew up wanting to play with dolls and tea sets instead of traditionally male toys.
4.  The issue is of course, highly politicized. The European Union wants to introduce restrictions on pesticides shown to have endocrine-disrupting effects. The United Kingdom is strongly opposed to any restrictions.


2.  Penis Size And The Fag

1.  But how does penis shrinkage affect fags....?

2.  Courtesty of stereotypical gay media, many fags are Size Queens whether they wish to consciously admit it or not. Without phallic worship most gay porn would simply cease to exist.

3. Many an online fag has advertised his endowment or demanded a minimally acceptable length and girth in order to be taken seriously. Notwithstanding that most of the world has gone metric, Gay Inches are the Imperial Units of the Size Queen.

4. If the issue here is the widespread use of industrial and agricultural chemicals that have ended up in the human food chain and the human genetic chain, it’s a fair bet that fags have also been affected.


3.  The Blood of My Children

1.  Two things are worth considering: First that the hormone equation in the mother’s womb affects the hormonal development of the foetal brain. Research indicates that homosexuality is a genetic imprint, not a disease and not an acquisition.

2.  Second, the ingestion and importation of chemicals and pesticides into the bloodstream is apparently triggering behavioural and physical feminization in boys.

Taken together, the consequences are profound:

• Are we as a society being chemically manipulated at genetic levels? 
• Is there a black hand attempt to extract a New Gender without the tedious legal, political and ethical baggage of cloning?  In any event, the technology for human cloning already exists.
• Is the new man Androgenous? 
• Are chemical companies the new Creator Gods who can control population by killing off sperm and then control male behaviour? For what purpose? To turn men into hermaphroditic, sterile, docile drones? 
• Why is the ratio of women to men increasing?

4.  The Age of What....???!!!

1.  Is this the Age of Aquarius that the New Age movement is trumpeting....? Or......the Age of Pussy? Or worse, the Age of Pussy Boys? (We detect a new niche in gay porn specializing in those men born chemically "feminized").

2.  What the hell is going on.....?

Originally published 12 December 2008
Amended and Republished 19 July 2014 | 13 March 2017

Not Gay Anymore..?

1.  From Gay To Straight - "Reparative Therapy"
2.  Isolation And Persecution 
3.  Gay To Straight + God = Good For You..? 
4.  Your Family Sucks 
5.  FuelMix Has A Question...

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1.  From Gay To Straight - "Reparative Therapy"

"Mr. Smith is one of thousands of men across the country, often known as “ex-gay,” who believe they have changed their most basic sexual desires through some combination of therapy and prayer — something most scientists say has never been proved possible and is likely an illusion."

-------Ex-Gay Men Fight Back Against View That Homosexuality Can't Be Changed, The New York Times, 31 October 2012

1.  HHmmm......there's that issue again.......can a man fighting his gay urges successfully transition to a "normal" heterosexual male.....?

2.  The process of transition, sometimes referred to as "reparative therapy" is ironically, the subject of its own gay bashing. Psychologists decry it, gay activists loathe it, liberals despise it, some politicians (as in the Not So Golden State) have banned its use on minors and the Religious Right that advocates reparative therapy, sometimes expels the gay-to-hetero converts from church.


2.  Isolation And Persecution

1.  Small wonder that ex-gays feel isolated and persecuted.  Often, despite being "cured" they can be as closeted as the terrified fag they thought they were. The only thing they have to validate themselves is their personal therapy experience and the support of a cluster of those who went through it.


3.  Gay To Straight + God = Good For You..? 

1.  The New York Times report quotes a person who sought to reverse the argument to one in favour of reparative therapy:

“If I’d known about these therapies as a teen I could have avoided a lot of depression, self-hatred and suicidal thoughts"......... He was tormented as a Christian teenager by his homosexual attractions, but now, after men’s retreats and an online course of reparative therapy, he says he feels glimmers of attraction for women and is thinking about dating. 

“I found that I couldn’t just say ‘I’m gay’ and live that way......"

2.  OK....so what are we talking about here..? Christian beliefs getting in the way of teenage self-acceptance by creating a paradigm of guilt and self-loathing..?  And what if the "reparative therapy" fails? Will there be a double dose of depression, self-hatred and suicidal thoughts..? Or a triple dose when Mom and Dad (who presumably would be paying for their teenager's therapy) put pressure on the kid to "conform"....?

3.  After all, a gay man isn't "born" with religion like he's born with dark eyes.  Religion, like baby formula, is fed to him in incremental doses, often with no idea of future emotional toxicity levels.

4.  It's no secret that "reparative therapy" has religious overtones.  As per the New York Times report:

Whether they have gone through formal reparative therapy, most ex-gays agree with its tenets even as they are rejected by mainstream scientists. The theories, which have also been adopted by conservative religious opponents of gay marriage, hold that male homosexuality emerges from family dynamics — often a distant father and an overbearing mother — or from early sexual abuse. Confronting these psychic wounds, they assert, can bring change in sexual desire, if not necessarily a total “cure.” 

4.  Your Family Sucks
 
1.  Hold on a second.........what about those boys who did have a distant father (physically or emotionally) and an overbearing mother AND who grew up straight..?

2.  And what about those boys who did have a distant father (physically or emotionally) and an overbearing mother AND who grew up gay  - AND are quite comfortable with themselves..?  Did they have to go through their own "dark night of the soul", fear, guilt, self-loathing to emerge as (confident) gay men...? Yep. That personal hell in varying degrees, is a rite of passage that every gay kid, gay teenager and gay adult goes through - frequently several times in their lives as their perceptions and emotions evolve.  Is it enough to change basic sexual orientation...? Nope.

3.  What about the effect of biology..? In the series, The Blood of My Children, FuelMix wrote about research showing that a certain hormonal soup to which the developing foetus was exposed, would result in a brain chemistry giving a greater chance of being born gay.

4.  It would appear that advocates of reparative therapy disagree.  As per the New York Times:

"Joseph Nicolosi, a psychologist and clinical director of the Thomas Aquinas Psychological Clinic in Encino, Calif., which he describes as the largest reparative therapy clinic in the world, disagreed.

'I don’t believe that anybody is really gay,” he said. “I believe that all people are heterosexual but that some have a homosexual problem, and some of these people attempt to resolve their conflict by adopting a sociopolitical label called "gay." '

  
5.  FuelMix Has A Question...

1.  It begs the questions:

1. Whether their "homosexual problem" is internalized homophobia..?
2. If one accepts the above quoted premise that nobody "is really gay", to what extent does reparative therapy (whether successful or failed) contribute to self-loathing..? After all, there is an apparent conflict to resolve isn't there...?
3. If "gay" is a sociopolitical label, then are these ex-gays fighting with actual homosexual attraction and tendencies, or the fear that they might be perceived as gay by their peers...? 
4. When FuelMix drops his towel in a gay sauna, is he then putting on a sociopolitical label.?
5. What about confirmed bisexuals happily going AC/DC with not a care in the world..?
6. When FuelMix  goes out with women one-on-one (which he does), is FuelMix in fact a  heterosexual seeking to resolve "a homosexual problem"....??   Yeah....good one.

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Originally published 9 November 2012
Amended and Republished 5 April 2014 | 9 February 2016 | 30 May 2017

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Flicking The Switch

In the series The Blood Of My Children, FuelMix discussed genetic pre-disposition and reached the conclusion that sexual orientation might be hardwired as a result of hormonal ratios in the womb.

Well……….not exactly. 

A few years ago, researchers studying fruit flies for a cure to muscular dystrophy, stumbled across a “gender blind” gene. Fruit flies which have a mutated form of this “gender blind” gene were unable to distinguish pheromones that identify whether other fruit flies were male or female. 

The “gender blind” mutant males treated other males like they would treat females, mounting them and attempting to have sex. Apparently this “gender blind” mutation seems to strengthen nerve cell junctions called synapses. Strengthened synapses makes fruit flies over-react to pheromones causing them to (as the report sweetly put it) “broaden their horizons and go for males and females.” 

Researchers then added a drug in apple juice and fed it to the“gender blind” mutation fruit flies. The drug weakened the synapses. A few hours later and……….hey presto!!.............the fruit flies stopped acting like fags. 

When the researchers gave 3 hetero fruit flies (i.e.those without the “gender blind” mutation) a drug to strengthen their synapses,………hey presto again!!............the fruit flies turned Bi. 

Understandably the researchers were stunned by their ability to do this. Humans are said to possess a similar gene although its implications on fag behaviour are unclear. 

FuelMix suggests there are several implications: 

First, the basic premise that homosexuality is a genetic predisposition appears to remain intact - whether it’s hormonal balance in the womb or the existence of a “gender blind” mutation. In other words, homosexuality may be either genetically overt, or latent. 

Second, those in the Morality Militia who stridently advocate that homosexuality can be “cured” will be eagerly rubbing their hands with glee. After all, if methadone works on heroin addicts, why can’t a drug to the fag’s apple juice wean him off his addiction to cock? So called “reparative” therapy - hitherto massively debunked -  might receive a boost. 

Third, it’s well known that fags take to drugs (prescription and otherwise) like ducks take to water. In fact, FuelMix often suspected there was a genetic mutation right there. The Fag Of The Future will have access to drugs that will enable him to engage in “recreational heterosexuality” or “recreational bisexuality” on a Saturday nite.  Same goes for the self-professed "str8 but curious" dude who just has to knock back a drink or a pill and hey presto!!......he gets to have "recreational homosexuality".

Fourth, The Fag of the Future will have a new definition of Pride.  It won't be "the community"... (barf....barf....).  It will be a celebration of individual genetic diversity, where DNA testing and certification will be the new calling cards to sexual versatility, experimentation and desirability.

Originally published 26 December 2007

Amended and Republished 3 May 2014

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The Blood Of My Children

At the University of Fag Bar (pending accreditation), the white fag spoke grimly about his failed marriage, the number of children, the distance between him and them. FuelMix guessed the space wasn’t measured in miles. It was a chasm of regret and yearning spanned by broken fibers of DNA. He’d fathered the children, but was never really their father. 

He was another man’s lover - until recently.
 
It appeared he had adopted the “lifestyle” as a disguise, a camouflage of superficial camaraderie and nomadic chronic hedonism to hide the pain of unspoken betrayal. He was strenuously advocating an “open relationship” as a hedge against emotional intimacy and over-invested trust.

When FuelMix asked whether he had betrayed his children, or his lover had betrayed him, the fag went quiet. 

Then he walked away.

Originally published 4 May 2006
Amended and republished 8 May 2013 | 3 November 2014

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The Blood Of My Children 2

FuelMix was chatting to a fag at the University of Fag Bar (pending accreditation) and enquired about his family. The fag went ballistic – not at FuelMix - but at the memory of his father. He hated the man, his violent temper, his drinking binges, the physical brutality towards him and his mother, the repeated sexual abuse he sustained, the debt ridden anguish, his father’s abandonment and early death. Fag wasn’t there at his deathbed and never went to the funeral. He almost spat at the man’s memory.

Fag declared his dad had taught him nothing. He would never emulate the man or thank him for anything.

FuelMix observed that the fag didn’t drink alcohol, had a steady job, lived within his means and sent money every month to his Mom. Fag just shrugged.

FuelMix suggested that fag’s father was an excellent teacher who taught by an example so extreme, that fag unconsciously had no choice but to ensure that he never repeated dad’s lessons. Dad had clearly delineated the red zone into which the fag would never enter, thereby protecting fag from himself. Rather than hating his dad perhaps fag should thank him silently, for teaching him as best he knew, release him and move on.

Fag looked aghast. After a pause he said softly, “I never thought of that”.

When the conversation ended, fag gave FuelMix a long lingering hug and a delicate kiss. “Thank you”, whispered the fag.

FuelMix is no sage. But he is smart enough to realize that often the lesson the Universe teaches, is the complete opposite of the facts that it presents.

Originally published 6 May 2006
Amended and Republished 23 May 2013 | 6 November 2014 | 7 March 2016

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The New Male Menopause ?

FuelMix is coming across an increasing number of men, usually in their mid to late 50s, married (with varying degrees of sexual satisfaction), kids moved out or away at college, claiming to be, or having been,"solidly straight".

Nothing unusual about that - except that in their words, they all want to "try gay". Apparently ubiquitous online porn fired a curiosity that just won't go away. Years of eating and fucking fish, breeding on demand, putting up with mothers-in-law, mortages, measles, mutual funds and Thanksgiving, have left these men asking, "is that all there is?"

"Trying gay" seems to be the male baby boomer fad du jour. It's on par with finally leasing that Ferrari. FuelMix wonders whether this has something to do with the large numbers of 50-something men hitting the gym in droves, "trying" to look good.

But there may be another explanation. These baby boomers were also the original hippies of the 60s where sexual exploration was a rite of passage. Could it be that things are coming full circle? Once a hippie, always a hippie? In other words, the underlying streak of non-conformism was always there - just squelched by the temporary demands of heterosexual normality?

If so, then is it really correct to label fags as "a sub-culture"? If the theory that being born fag is genetic, proves correct (see The Blood Of My Children 3, 27 June 2006), then the real sub-culture appears to be that which is now surfacing in male baby boomers with enquiring tastes. Call it the new "grey jock itch".

Originally published 24 August 2006 
Republished 18 September 2011

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